And so it goes on...

>>> hi there!

>>> exams week...

>>> slash! preparation for University week, that's from September 12 - 17...

>>> my feelings toward that person still has not eased a bit...

>>> what should I do? I confided it to one of my best friend. Finally, I have someone who will listen to me. I really need to tell to someone whom I could truly trust. And I did.

>>> I was upset today...and I'll be for the rest of the week...I just found out something. Very malicious and sensitive about someone. I feel crap, disappointed, pity and urrrrgghhh! hatred.

>>> thanks to all the support that I've been receiving from my friends. They mean a lot.

Perplexity

What the hell is this?! I'm really really bewildered.

Ever since that day...It really felt different. I started feeling this ever since December. I thought by turning my attention to another 'person' will mislead you from my *****. But I was wrong...It just got deeper and deeper. What should I do? should I just kept quiet? (I think that would be the best choice for now).

I don't want to show any motive. I'm so over with that move. Last time it did not work. It just got worse.

I know that you don't feel anything special. Or I don't know. That's what we are. Nothing. Or maybe...just maybe...Unsure and Pending.

I don't know what will happen.
Fine! yes i'm envious with some people. I can't help it. You can't blame me. And I can't blame you either. I'm not someone who should and I don't have the slightest right to be like this.:(

Random thoughts

So much has happened again...

Here are my Random thoughts.

*) And now I can say that I'm better and ready to become a better person.

*) People don't change, their roles do...In my case, it's true.

*) We are preparing for privatization once we leave the university. Hope it goes well this year.

*) Our friendship is still on the rocks...I hope we could get back the way we were before. Like family.

*) Am I confused? but I read here that it was not until December that I felt this again...oh God..help me.

*) I am now a senior college student. I still can't quite absorb that. I mean, it's very fast. How time flew, i was not really aware. When I woke up, I just blurted out "Oh my, I'm a senior. Next year I'll be graduating (am I?) of course!" haha.

*) I still keep a journal aside from online blogging just so I can write instantly my thoughts and activities in a day to day basis since I don't own a netbook...yet. But I'm planning to buy someday...or a tablet I guess...*crossed-fingers