どのような理由ができる？

The title says...What could be the reason?

I'm a little bit perplexed. I don't know the thing I had done to make a particular person (so special to me) I don't know...upset?! But then she said that I must not talk to her.

I don't really understand...It's been like this between us for a year. Technical reasons?! what technical reasons is she talking about?

If you're reading this...I hope that in God's time, everything will be okay just like before. Before you left...

Maybe this is really what life is all about...

You lose someone very important that you feel like dying cause a piece of yourself has gone and far from your grasp. It's difficult. This feeling...

I think I'm going to burst...I hate and I'm afraid of losing a person..especially if that person has become like my sister.

To you oneechan, whatever reasons you have...I respect them. I just pray that our friendship would come back. I don't want to lose you too. NOT YOU. But if I had become so bothersome to the extent that you won't talk to me for a year...then maybe I just have to look at you from afar. But I will be waiting for you because you'll forever be my BEST FRIEND. Nothing and no one can ever replace you in my ♥...Aishiteru watashi no nakama...tomodachi ichiban. Take care of yourself and God bless you and your family. So long. Until we meet again (I'm still hoping and praying for you).

Kasibulan - Batangas Beach Challenge

We had our 2nd Kasibulan Challenge in Mahacot, Batangas last May 18, 2010.
It was a lot of adventure, extreme challenges and of course, fun!!!

I won't ever forget everything that happened that day. I will treasure every moment we had shared.

The first challenge was like an amazing race where we were asked to collect certain ingredients all over the neighborhood of mahacot..^^ our team was the first one to collect all the ingredients, happy to say!

Then the next challenge, we butchered the chicken, pulled out all its feather and cleanse it with water until it was ready to be cooked. It was kinda difficult, but we managed.^^

The third challenge was to clean a piggery.^^

Then we headed to the beach for the next challenge.
We made a presentation and the place was filled with laughter when it was our turn. I think our presentation was really funny and all haha! I can still remember it.
Then the next one is a challenge wherein we must fill a bottle with seawater and solve a math problem...we got second place.

The last challenge was blind volleyball. Blind, because we cannot see the other group. It's like a surprise game. We got first place!

After the game, we proceeded to the announcement of TOP (Top Ten Outstanding Performers) Kasibulan. And fortunately, I got rank 1...^_^

Then the awarding for the challenge went on. I got first place again in the hand art. And overall, we got second place. Although we didn't get to win the first place, we had so much fun and that was enough for me! Congratulations to Darren's group for winning! It was a good game!!!

FOR you and for YOU

It's hard to say this, but I guess you have to move on...
but we're still friends, aren't we?
of course, you yourself said that too. Thanks for being true to me..always..
I'm sorry if there were times that I wasn't of that much help to you
I hope that in my own little ways,
I have contributed positive outcomes in your life.^^
Thanks for being a part of me. I'll see you soon.
Like I always tell you, I remain your friend. And forever I'll be...


On the other side...


It's very hard to make a wise decision...
You have to consider many things before making one...
Right now...I'm through with this bewilderment...
I won't let myself be engulfed within the darkness...
I have to decide! yes..and I did...I shall wait for the rest to happen...

I have chosen alternative options...
but I guess this is for the best...
I regret what I acted before...I acted so stupidly..
Sorry to judge you. I didn't mean it...actually I mean it..that time..
But I guess it was me...I am such a hypocrite..sorry to misjudge you.

Sorry that I can't help myself from telling you...but that is the truth.
I don't want to hide it forever...because sooner or later...
you'll find out about it too.
And I guess this would be the best time to tell you.
I always pray that I have made the right decision.
That this decision wouldn't make me regret everything...

All I wanted is to show you how much I care for you.
I have no expectations...I just want to be honest to you and to myself.
I hope you understand. I don't want to ruin our friendship.
It's the best thing that ever happened to me.
The day that you became my best friend...
and...I shall treasure that forever...whatever happens.^^