A Spectral Enchantment

This is REALLY IS IT!!! =)

2012-01-04T00:40:00.003+08:00

>>yeap! you got it...

>>but please..keep it a secret..only few must know at this moment..

>>all I know is that i'm totally happy right now, contented and inspired!!!

>>TO YOU<<

yeap! you! YOU! aha!! you know how much I feel for you.
I will keep on loving you...
I won't stop...
I won't hold back...
I will pursue everyday...
I won't promise but I'll do it instead...
I'm proud of you...
You're perfect for me...(two ways to interpret =))

My Busiest Christmas =>

2011-12-14T22:25:00.004+08:00

>>>It has been months again since I last updated.

>>>I'm O K A Y now, I guess. From the shock I had since I was dumped.(haha)

>>>For now I keep myself busy in my Academic and Extra Curricular activities at PLMun, including my membership in KASIBULAN and Cultural Affairs.

>>>Here are the things we need to accomplish for the coming days...that I guess will take away our Christmas Vacation this year...

*Layout of ID's (Kasibulan Challenge, Kasibulan Official ID, Concert for a cause)
*Script of VO
*Polishing of Production Number
*Concept for the Human Christmas Tree
*General Rehearsals for the Concert
*Rehearsals for the Interpretative Dance
*Video Shoot for the Short Film
*Staff at the Concert
*Cultural Christmas Party
*Guest Performance at Camella
*Kasibulan Challenge (Christmas Party, Challenge, TOP KASIBULAN, performance in Alabang)
*Editing of Videos for the Short Film

>>>wew! that was a little bit too much.

>>>I feel tired by just reading them...

>>>But I know we can do all these!!!!

FAITO Miyuki~chan!!!!

And so it goes on...

2011-09-07T00:33:00.003+08:00

>>> hi there!

>>> exams week...

>>> slash! preparation for University week, that's from September 12 - 17...

>>> my feelings toward that person still has not eased a bit...

>>> what should I do? I confided it to one of my best friend. Finally, I have someone who will listen to me. I really need to tell to someone whom I could truly trust. And I did.

>>> I was upset today...and I'll be for the rest of the week...I just found out something. Very malicious and sensitive about someone. I feel crap, disappointed, pity and urrrrgghhh! hatred.

>>> thanks to all the support that I've been receiving from my friends. They mean a lot.

Perplexity

2011-07-05T23:37:00.004+08:00

What the hell is this?! I'm really really bewildered.

Ever since that day...It really felt different. I started feeling this ever since December. I thought by turning my attention to another 'person' will mislead you from my *****. But I was wrong...It just got deeper and deeper. What should I do? should I just kept quiet? (I think that would be the best choice for now).

I don't want to show any motive. I'm so over with that move. Last time it did not work. It just got worse.

I know that you don't feel anything special. Or I don't know. That's what we are. Nothing. Or maybe...just maybe...Unsure and Pending.

I don't know what will happen.
Fine! yes i'm envious with some people. I can't help it. You can't blame me. And I can't blame you either. I'm not someone who should and I don't have the slightest right to be like this.:(

Random thoughts

2011-06-25T19:22:00.005+08:00

So much has happened again...

Here are my Random thoughts.

*) And now I can say that I'm better and ready to become a better person.

*) People doesn't change, their roles do...In my case, it's true.

*) We are preparing for privatization once we leave the university. Hope it goes well this year.

*) Our friendship is still on the rocks...I hope we could get back the way we were before. Like family.

*) Am I confused? but I read here that it was not until December that I felt this again...oh God..help me.

*) I am now a senior college student. I still can't quite absorb that. I mean, it's very fast. How time flew, i was not really aware. When I woke up, I just blurted out "Oh my, I'm a senior. Next year I'll be graduating (am I?) of course!" haha.

*) I still keep a journal aside from online blogging just so I can write instantly my thoughts and activities in a day to day basis since I don't own a netbook...yet. But I'm planning to buy someday...or a tablet I guess...*crossed-fingers

Too many to mention...xD

2011-05-31T22:16:00.003+08:00

^*^) My root canal session finished last May 24, 2011...my teeth is okay now...i supposed 'cause I could eat again on the left side of my mouth..:D

^*^) We went to clarissa's debut. It was a fun celebration, though simple yet memorable..:D
I do think she and her family were very glad and appreciative of our presence..:D

^*^) We are in a crucial situation right now...Our trainer resigned in his post. And now we are all alone (but I don't think that way). Although it looks like we were left behind I still pray that this is God's will and He has plans...good plans for us. Please pray for our group. Thank you.

^*^) I decided not to pursue the position of the President in Samahan ng Iskolar ng Bayan due to various reasons...to be precise I just want to focus on Kasibulan, especially now that we don't have anymore our trainer...

^*^) It still hurts...and I still feel the same when he said to me the truth that day...awww..='(

Miyuki's Latest Updates

2011-05-15T22:57:00.004+08:00

~It's been two months since I last updated...so many things have happened. Some are happy things while others are failures and agony.

~Finally on March 31, 2011, my term as President had finally ended. I'm so glad that I had successfully finished my one year term. I hope I had done my job well and I had became a good influence to the group.

~April 7 I met someone, who fortunately changed the season of my days. :))

~April 14 is avery special day...indeed special...I won't forget ever! :D one of the happiest moment..

~Last April 15, 2011, I joined the ushering team, along with Joyce, Syelo, Merriam, Donna, Joey, August and 3 math major students in the 19th commencement exercises of Pamantasan ng Lungsod ng Muntinlupa.

~April 28 was our guesting in Boom na Boom.

~May 2, on this day neechan and I went to CEU for dental treatment. Today is her last day while it was my first. haha..

~May 6, we had an informal meeting at Festival. We had a lot of agreements and we made private decisions..

~May 9, we ate dinner at Fish and Co. at ATC for an advance celebration of my mom's birthday.

~I'm still having my dental treatment...so far FPD's done and the next procedure is Root Canal.
I am getting used to anaesthesia..xD

Little Angel...

2011-02-05T00:24:00.008+08:00

____/_\_____

13th of January

---------------------

She had a tragic accident...motor accident...

she was brought to OsMun...

she was 3 days in coma.

Her family was in agony.

Her friends missed her.

____/_\_____

17th of January

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A day before her birthday.

Her heart had stopped.

Her battle has finally come to an end.

It was painful.

But the family asked to just accept.

____/_\_____

18th of January

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Jhoan's birthday. Aeron's too...

it was sad. But it was also worth celebrating.

everyone was there.

I felt different. sorry. I acted foolishly again.

____/_\_____

21st of January

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the Cultural Family held a tribute concert for her.

everyone was in tears.

Especially Kasibulan's first performance (Power of your Love)

It was a success.

We're still glad for it. It was for her.

____/_\_____

22nd of January

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It was the last day of the funeral.

We held a little program.

the PLMun Chorale, Kalinangan Dance Troupe and Kasibulan performed touching presentations.

We hope she liked it.

____/_\_____

23rd of January

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Jhoan's interment.

It was really painful.

To let her go.

But she's with the Lord.

And we're happy to know that.

We will miss you forever!

Joanna Marie B. Corachea

January 18, 1992 - January 17, 2011

Our love and care pour out for you, our little angel!

We'll see you soon!^_^

It's been so long....

2010-12-29T14:31:00.004+08:00

Yeah...
it has been so long...
since I last posted here...
First of all, school has been keeping me so busy
in addition to my commitments in Kasibulan..
well ever since the Grand finals (July 24), our performances were non-stop...
We just had our break since the holidays started, and mind you only this Dec. 23...
cause our last guesting was in Villamor Airbase last Dec. 22, which was one of the best and unforgettable experience we ever had...we were transported at the venue by a 6x6 military vehicle...^__^ I loved it!!!

`~`

New year again has yet to come...
I really missed my old friends...wish I could see and talk to them like the old days...

`~`

We're still in the midst of our Thesis writing...I'm glad we finished yesterday until Chapter 3...

`~`

@ur kind: Why do I hate them so much? cause their a bunch of liars and scum...

`~`

@a special something: Why are you treating me like this? I'm not used to it...just get back to how you are to me before, okay? you know I really care for you, right? I hope you can read this..

`~`

@the notebook: And you, stop flirting~! especially when you already have someone to take care of you....I mean except for your mother...the heck! so disgusting~

`~`

@the mobile: I don't have anything else to say to you...I'm so sorry...don't talk to me please...I just can't feel you anymore...I don't blame you...but sometimes, I do...

`~`

@someoneveryinteresting: I hope you enjoy my company..don't get the wrong Idea...but honestly, I really like you, but I know it's forbidden...but why not? I just want to enjoy what we have and what we are right now..just remember to beep me if something comes up, I'll be happy to listen.lovelots.

`---------------------------------`

enjoy the rest of the holidays, my friends!>.<

The Showtime Experience!

2010-08-05T17:57:00.007+08:00

"Do not use your failures yesterday as an excuse to do better and strive harder today..."
quoted from Vice-Ganda on July 24, 210 at Showtime the Finals.

First off, I congratulate XB - Gensan for being Showtime's First Grand Champion!!! ^_^
I thank you in behalf of Kasibulan the little times we had. Those fun memories will be a keepsake forever...

I also congratulate Philippine Islands Assassin, Savannah Kids, Mortal Combat and the Showgays, Perlas ng Silangan, E-Crew, Beatguys, Boyz Unlimited, Sensei and Enlighten Black Theater Group for the extraordinary performance they all have given...you guys made all your fans and supporters proud of you...

And lastly, I would like to congratulate our Group! Kasibulan, we may have lost today...but our supporters, fans, friends and families never let us feel like losers...They were there behind us. never failed to cheer and make us feel at ease.^_^ Thank you guys!
This is just the beginning of our new journey...Never forget to thank God for all our blessings because He is the reason for all these...God bless to all of you...

どのような理由ができる？

2010-06-03T22:25:00.004+08:00

The title says...What could be the reason?

I'm a little bit perplexed. I don't know the thing I had done to make a particular person (so special to me) I don't know...upset?! But then she said that I must not talk to her.

I don't really understand...It's been like this between us for a year. Technical reasons?! what technical reasons is she talking about?

If you're reading this...I hope that in God's time, everything will be okay just like before. Before you left...

Maybe this is really what life is all about...

You lose someone very important that you feel like dying cause a piece of yourself has gone and far from your grasp. It's difficult. This feeling...

I think I'm going to burst...I hate and I'm afraid of losing a person..especially if that person has become like my sister.

To you oneechan, whatever reasons you have...I respect them. I just pray that our friendship would come back. I don't want to lose you too. NOT YOU. But if I had become so bothersome to the extent that you won't talk to me for a year...then maybe I just have to look at you from afar. But I will be waiting for you because you'll forever be my BEST FRIEND. Nothing and no one can ever replace you in my ♥...Aishiteru watashi no nakama...tomodachi ichiban. Take care of yourself and God bless you and your family. So long. Until we meet again (I'm still hoping and praying for you).

Kasibulan - Batangas Beach Challenge

2010-05-20T18:30:00.005+08:00

We had our 2nd Kasibulan Challenge in Mahacot, Batangas last May 18, 2010.
It was a lot of adventure, extreme challenges and of course, fun!!!

I won't ever forget everything that happened that day. I will treasure every moment we had shared.

The first challenge was like an amazing race where we were asked to collect certain ingredients all over the neighborhood of mahacot..^^ our team was the first one to collect all the ingredients, happy to say!

Then the next challenge, we killed the chicken, pulled out all it's feather and cleanse it with water until it was ready to be cooked. It was kinda difficult, but we managed.^^

The third challenge was to clean a piggery.^^

Then we headed to the beach for the next challenge.
We made a presentation and the place was filled with laughter when it was our turn. I think our presentation was really funny and all.haha..I can still remember it.
Then the next one is a challenge wherein we must fill a bottle with seawater and solve a math problem...we got second place.

The last challenge was blind volleyball. Blind, because we cannot see the other group. It's like a surprise game. We got first place!

After the game, we proceed to the announcement of TOP (Top Ten Outstanding Performers) Kasibulan. And fortunately, I got rank 1...^_^

Then the awarding for the challenge. I got first place again in the hand art. And overall, we got second place...Although we didn't won the fist place...we did have fun and that was enough for me! Congratulations to Darren's group for winning..It was a good game!!!>.<>

FOR you and for YOU

2010-05-02T14:52:00.011+08:00

It's hard to say this, but I guess you have to move on...
but we're still friends, aren't we?
of course, you yourself said that too. Thanks for being true to me..always..
I'm sorry if there were times that I wasn't of that much help to you
I hope that in my own little ways,
I have contributed positive outcomes in your life.^^
Thanks for being a part of me. I'll see you soon.
Like I always tell you, I remain your friend. And forever I'll be...

On the other side...

It's very hard to make a wise decision...
You have to consider many things before making one...
Right now...I'm through with this bewilderment...
I won't let myself be engulfed within the darkness...
I have to decide! yes..and I did...I shall wait for the rest to happen...

I have chosen alternative options...
but I guess this is for the best...
I regret what I acted before...I acted so stupidly..
Sorry to judge you. I didn't mean it...actually I mean it..that time..
But I guess it was me...I am such a hypocrite..sorry to misjudge you.

Sorry that I can't help myself from telling you...but that is the truth.
I don't want to hide it forever...because sooner or later...
you'll find out about it too.
And I guess this would be the best time to tell you.
I always pray that I have made the right decision.
That this decision wouldn't make me regret everything...

All I wanted is to show you how much I care for you.
I have no expectations...I just want to be honest to you and to myself.
I hope you understand. I don't want to ruin our friendship.
It's the best thing that ever happened to me.
The day that you became my best friend...
and...I shall treasure that forever...whatever happens.^^

Start of Vacation..or is it?!

2010-03-30T23:22:00.005+08:00

Phew! at last!!!2nd year's over!!! I'll be 3rd year next semester..~yataa!!!

I can't believe it! We've done it!!! We really finished all our deadlines, projects and requirements. I thought I'll be drop dead before everything would be finished! Thanks God, without You, we wouldn't make it.^^ I'm so thankful 'cause I'm so blessed.

It's the start of my term break...well, school I suppose, but my extra curricular is not yet done.
We'll be practicing for the Grand Finals of Showtime. So no time for vacation...just a little I guess. Pray for us. Thank you for the support guys!!! especially our friends there at PLMun!! Keep on rocking PLMunians!!! ahaha...>.<

Shattered, Broken, Verdict. Moving Further!

2010-02-28T01:46:00.007+08:00

Total darkness...It's penetrating my innermost entity...

I want it to drop...I want it to come out, but it won't.
I'm in the middle of melancholy...of pain...of anguish.
I'm numb. Is everyone opposing me?
No. I don't think so.
My insides are splintered.
I'm confused. I'm frightened.
Would someone help me?!
You couldn't. You wouldn't.
You won't understand me.Some could.

I see light. Is it over? No. He's punishing me. I accept it.
Everything is a risk.
Everything has a reason.
Everything has consequence.
It'll be over soon. He promised. I'll rely to it.
Have faith, he told me.

I trusted you. You said you'll be true. You broke it. And I hated you for it.
You lied to me. You hurt me more than anyone who could ever hurt me.
You've impaired me emotionally, psychologycally.
I waited, yet nothing came. I knew you wouldn't, but you didn't tell me.
I feel resentful. You made me feel mortified, indignant.
The pain is too much. you're not really worth for what I've waited.
She's right. I too, realized that fact. It's true that's why it's painful.

Everything doesn't END here. I don't revolve around you.
You're no longer the same I knew a long time ago.
It's such a shame. Well that's for you. Not for me.
There's really nothing permanent in this world, only change.
You're one of them, I hate to say.
I thought of you as different, but you disappointed me.
Now, I could live without you. You made me feel this way.
I'm sure you didn't regret anything. I wish you do.
Call it bitterness. Call it egotism. Call it insensitivity.
But this pain won't cease. Until...who knows??

Full Load

2010-02-13T00:31:00.002+08:00

At last Midterm's over...Or not? yeah...we haven't had our exams to most of our subjects

~How do I explain this.?! ahaha...

~Sayonara...Cheebeebee-kun~

2010-01-03T20:57:00.003+08:00

currently listening to: Eternity ~Memory of Lightwaves~

Our pet dog, Cheebeebee just died last December 31, 2009.

~We were really sad when he died. And I cried...so bad...
He was really a part of the family. He was already 7 in human years and 49 in dog years last Dec. 5. We were not really sure why he got sick. He just vomit and lost his appetite. He did not eat for 3 days. And at 8 am last Dec. 31...he was gone...forever.
But I think he lived a good life. After all this dog is a spoiled brat.>.< And I really love him. I pray for his soul and I know that he is already in the good hands of the Lord.

Glorious, Victorious and Proud!

2009-11-25T10:57:00.005+08:00

I'm so haaaaaaaaaaaaappy!!!!!!! We won in ABS-CBN's Showtime not only in the daily, weekly, but even in the monthly finals! It's a total victory for us! I'm so proud to be a member of Kasibulan, a student of PLMun and a citizen of Muntinlupa.

I am happy not only because we won, but also because we have touched the hearts of many people who have watched our performance.

I want to thank all the people who never failed to pray and cheer for us.
...to those who never stopped believing in our abilities and talents.
...to our families, friends and classmates who always support us.
...to our school, which recognized our efforts.
...to our trainer, who continue to guide, teach and advise us.
...and of course to GOD for the blessings and victory He gave us.

We will keep on performing for God, for our families and friends, for our university and for our city.

~Let's DO our BEST and GOD will DO the REST!~

A surprising victory!

2009-11-16T17:50:00.005+08:00

We started our journey and went to ABS-CBN at around 4:30 in the morning. Today was our competition day in Showtime, ABS-CBN's newest talent show aired before the very famous noon time show, Wowowee.

We were really well-accommodated by the staff and they were really supportive to our group. I was really thankful because they really showed kindness towards us and did not neglect our needs and they helped us a lot when we needed their assistance.

The show started to air. Excitement poured out my veins. The first two groups really did very well. I was about to lose hope, but then surprisingly, we really pumped-up the crowd and the judges made fair and positive response and reactions in our performance.

And after the commercial break, they announced the winner, but to our great astonishment it became WINNERS. We were a double winner. I thought we lost since our name was mentioned last.I was really overwhelmed and thankful to our Lord Almighty. Because He never let us down. I think it was all possible because of Him and no one else.

A new challenge!

2009-11-12T19:16:00.002+08:00

I have been busy for the last few months that I haven't had the time to update my blog. It is our semester break, but I haven't felt like it it because of our busy schedule in our organization this past few days.

We were really busy with our hand mime presentation that we will use to compete in the ABS-CBN's showtime.

Yesterday, November 11, 2009, we went to the said station to try the audition and fortunately we were able to present a decent and unique hand mime. And of course, we were accepted.

Now, we are still waiting for the schedule of the real competition. I can't believe it! we'll be seen on television. I hope the whole PLMun are proud of us...hahaha...wish us luck!

Mother Nature's Revenge

2009-09-29T17:15:00.004+08:00

Typhoon Ondoy just got out of the boundaries of the Philippines. Yet, it left us in such a terrible condition. Many families suffered and lost their homes and even some of their loved ones. I give my utmost sincerity and prayers to those who have lost everything and to those who are still at loss. I feel sorry for the losses, but what is more important is that we are alive, that God has given us another chance to live. Therefore, we have to move on...and face tomorrow with an uplifting soul and high hopes.

This might be unexpected, but we are all at fault for we have abused our environment and everything God has given us. We deserve this punishment for we neglected the voices that calls us everytime mother nature calls for help.

I hope this will serve as a lesson to every one of us. We are responsible for all our actions. Let us start to ourselves and be a model to others. Let us start cleaning the mess the we've started.

If we could extend a helping hand, then do so. Take the initiative and do not wait for someone to instruct you.

1st Kasibulan Anniversary Show: A Success!

2009-08-20T00:22:00.004+08:00

We did it! Our first anniversary show last August 18 was jammed with audience and I'm really sure they had fun watching the whole show. Well, their smiles proved it! At last, we've done our first major activity. Hurray! Praise the Lord!

Although, it can't be helped that there were few problems that we encountered regarding the sound system, but we still carried it on. I guess because of our persistence and team effort that made it all possible and of course our faith and God's guidance ever since the day before our performance. It was never a coincidence for me that our classes that time was cut earlier than expected. It was God's will that we used that day for our general rehearsal. And in the midst of our struggles He never abandoned and left us. He continued to guide and push us forward and gave us the courage to persevere.

I want to apologize to all my members for sometimes being a coward.I lied that time when I said that I'm very disappointed with them. The truth is I'm disappointed to myself because I can't bring myself to defend our group. I can't even encourage myself to speak out. Sometimes I blame myself for being weak and being not able to hold the group together. My efforts, after all are not enough. I promise to do my best and become a better leader in the future.

And I also want to thank them for understanding and appreciating everything I did back then and up until now. Thank you. Our show was a huge success because of your cooperation and your unending efforts.

~Let's DO our BEST and GOD will DO the REST!~

Dilemma, Disappointments...and~!

2009-07-17T14:27:00.002+08:00

currently: trying to finish my left-over homework
listening to: the unending coldness of her heart...
relaxation from: Lacrimosa by Kalafina

Dilemma:

I still have this virus and its dominating my entire body. I hate cough! *cough *cough

The rain and the flood.

Disappointments:

Today's classes were postponed...and I hate it.

I was supposed to buy my Badminton Racket today.

I felt I lost someone or something...until now.

Our anniversary show was also moved. We were supposed to have it today, but we ended postponing it due to problems regarding permission.

~And of course...!

I wouldn't want to post all the bad news. Let's include a few happy things...

At last, I've relocated to my own sub-domain in tsuioku.net. And presently, my fanlisting has a few fans already...hehehe...>.<

I'm very enthusiastic towards my trainee. I really think he has potential in theater and he has a long way to go if he just continue the good things he already started. I'm so glad he's my kohai.~Banzai!!

Luminosity...half-way through!

2009-07-05T23:44:00.001+08:00

currently: Finishing my Ecology discussion synopsis...whew!
listening: to my noxious fervor towards the person I love the most, I hope she knows...(reality)

(the other side...)
At last my first fanlisting is done! well, almost...hahaha

last month, I tried to make one and I'm so glad that TFL approved my Kim Bum fanlisting. Although there are still problems since I'm using Itachi-niisan's collective site. I haven't made my own yet and I haven't work on the subdomain Mizuiro lent me. I need to transfer my fanlisting to my own..

I hope there would be lots of Kim Bum fans and hope they will join too!!!

To those who are interested here's the LINK~

I apologize for its simplicity. I'll be upgrading the layout maybe in the future xD. But I promise to update it every month.^___^

The 2-week delayed First Day...xD

2009-06-23T00:49:00.002+08:00

currently: Doing my Economics homework
listening: to the hurling sentiments and butterflies flying in my tummy.xD

It was hilarious! I went to school very early supposedly for a meeting, but I, together with my co-members were stuck from the long lines due to every students must have to had their temperature checked before entering the buildings. It really felt like forever, but still we managed to get inside and just in time to promote our audition and scriptwriting contest next week.

Plus! My wishes came true! haha...I've stumbled again and at last my two wanted professors in Geometry and Economics! ~yay!

Everything went good after all except that we were abandoned by our unknown professor in Ecology, a subject taken only once a week and three straight hours. What a waste!

So far so good. I hope tomorrow's meeting shall be worthy again like today...>.<

too much to do...!

2009-06-10T15:51:00.007+08:00

currently: playing pet society
listening to: my never ending paradox and bewilderment
playing: Seinaru Itami wo Daite by Yoko Takahashi

Yay! My vacation grande is about to puff away to smoke...I'm quite amuse 'bout it though>.< haha... By the time I start opening books again in the library, I might be overloaded again with tasks and activities due to our upcoming busy schedules with our org. First we will launch our promotion for our scriptwriting contest this June 15 and eventually the next one will be audition week. We will be recruiting more members. Then, we will be holding a big play and it's my first time to be in a lead role since the time I joined in. Hope it works! Because it's a heavy drama play. I will be portraying the role of a mother (as always) ~Besides this, I will be on hands with the play's sound effects and permit for the venue. What else are there? oh yeah...just finished doing the scriptwriting contest banner and now I'm concentrating in making the layout for our ID this year.

We're in YouTube!!!

2009-05-06T16:24:00.008+08:00

Currently: Playing Restaurant City
Listening to: The wrath arising from my veins...I wonder why?

Last May 2, our organization, KASIBULAN made video presentations on handmiming...we made the handmime video of "Who am I?" and "The Power of Your Love".
And I uploaded the video the next day, May 3... ~Nyahaha..

If you're interested to watch...Here it is:

Hope you enjoy our videos!

More powers to KASIBULAN!!!

Tagaytay Challenge!

2009-04-05T20:40:00.004+08:00

Currently: Reading HP6 AGAIN!
listening to: The deafening scream of my yearn for freedom...

Two days ago, was our Kasibulan Challenge in Tagaytay...

I've had lots of fun and tons of experience despite that we just had it for a whole day.

Aside from the fact that our Team, Talas Tribe won the overall round, I've also experienced new things and take note extraordinary feats like sewing your skin to connect it with your teammates, transferring thumbtucks to a bottle using your foot and drinking uhmm...I'm not really sure what it was. All I knew was that it smelled like soy sause, vinegar, chili, garlic and there were more. I never had the chance to meet the ingredients cause I just drank it with one gulp having really no time to taste it all and even ask them what it was made of, I'd rather not.

The last part of the challenge was hand-miming. Gladly we performed to 5 people and we were able to raise a hundred bucks in 20 minutes.

Finally, the finals!

2009-03-04T04:55:00.002+08:00

Currently: schedules fully-booked
listening: to the tension of my pulse

It's almost done! we only have two more weeks to go.

Shinjirarenai! Datte jikan wa haiai deshou?

It's our final examination next week, but we're still cramming with our projects.

I'm glad the speech choir is over and even though we didn't win any prize we're still happy and satisfied with our performance. We're also glad for our professor was very supportive and even said that she's very proud of us. I really thank God for everything that happened.

Two more scrapbooks, one project proposal, 3 community service, 1 Day Care Assistantship, one movie presentation and about 5 more performances to go before this school year ends. It sounds to be tough, but I know I can manage somehow.

Continue or Not?

2009-02-22T22:45:00.003+08:00

Currently at: Adversity (tasukete!)
Listening to: Apologize by One Republic

At last it's finished!!!

Our performance, I mean...my org (Kasibulan), which is a theatrical dance org just finished performing last February 20 in the Grand Finals of PLMun Pop Idol Season 3....

I can't believe it! It was my first performance after joining the org and I'm really grateful to it....

Next week, we face our next complicated to task...should we do it or not?

I'm not really sure. I know BEED 1B that you know what I am talking about...It's about the Speech Choir which you haven't even practiced half of it...

Maybe we should just back out...or else Ms. Alxen will be embarrassed with our performance, but if you show me that you're really willing to perform then I'll support you guys...It's all up to you whether we perform or just sit down like losers...Bring it on!

Dancing week

2009-01-17T04:31:00.003+08:00

Currently:

>>doing nothingelse...^__^

Recently, we have been practicing our presentation in our Folk Dancing subject...We will be dancing 'Valse de Muntinlupa'.

Ugh!!!It's sort of hard to teach my classmates, but it's fine as long as they're willing to learn then I'll be willing to teach also ^__^

After joining our school's theatrical group, Kasibulan, we already practiced a dance which will be on February 3. This will be the finals of PLMun Pop Idol...hope it goes well...

Atarashii no Reawuto~

2009-01-06T18:26:00.011+08:00

At the moment:
>>listening to "Boukoku Kakusei Catharsis" by Ali Project
>>polishing my blog's html>.<

Happy Year of the Ox!!!!It's new year once again!!! I hope that everyone had celebrated the holidays peacefully...

Since it's an another fine year, might as well start with a new layout...

This season's theme is Ali Project...kinda dark and Gothic, but it still look like a bit fantasy for me ('',)~gyahahaha!

I would like to extend my appreciation to Itachii-niichan who helped me to make the design for my blog and gave some tips...domo!!!

New Addiction...

2008-12-18T16:53:00.006+08:00

Sorry for not updating this blog for...I think months!?gomen...

I was really busy with our preliminaries...well I'm glad it's almost over...just one more to go...and proud to say...my score were all satisfactory!!!love it!!!

Lately, I've started to get addicted with the songs of ALI Project...Check out my music pick...It got seven of their songs and they're my favorites!!! Hope you can listen to them and hear how they rock!!! Thanks to my Oniichan who told me that they were the one who is singing the songs I've heard a long time ago, but I didn't realize at first that it was ALI Project...Arigatou ne, Oniichan!! And by the way...O tanjoubi Omedetou Oniichan!!!

Here's a picture of their single "Asura Hime"...one of mine and my Oniichan's fave pic...it's just so KEWL!!!^__^

What do you think? Kakui deshou!?

Second Semester Starts

2008-11-03T18:27:00.003+08:00

Okay...so Halloween's over and our class starts next week...I'm so glad...It was kinda boring at home I'd rather be at school, studying...but I'm still grateful to have more rest days than I've expected...at least I have it after the stressful first semester...

Tomorrow is our enrollment...I'm quite keyed up and I'm looking forward to my first sem class card...I hope I did well...wish me luck!

Christmas is approaching!!!!^___^ I can't believe it!!*v*Tamaki-senpai is surprised too!!

Eclipse...

2008-10-25T16:16:00.002+08:00

Well...I've finished the book that oniichan had given me last week...hmmm...all I can say is....I WANT TO READ THE SEQUEL AND PREQUEL!!!! I love the story...although it's the third book...I really was into reading it...although I didn't understood some parts cause I think I have to read the first two stories for more details...but I really love it!!!

Well the story goes like this...A human girl named Bella Swan...well uhhm...the book covers alot of adventure...and uhmmm...mostly it's romance. It was like she has to choose between her bestfriend, Jacob Black who's a werewolf and her boyfriend, Edward Cullen who's a vampire...and we already know that in myths, werewolves and vampires are mortal...I mean IMMORTAL enemies...hehehe...and so there goes the story...most times they were arguing about who's she supposed to go with...and then aside from the romantic parts there are also fighting scenes...because Bella was being chased by Victoria who is not really familiar with me...along with several newborn suckers...who also want to kill Bella....

I hope you get to have a copy too and read the book...Eclipse by Stephenie Meyer...

Finally!!! It's the Finals...

2008-10-04T23:18:00.005+08:00

after a week-long of celebrating the foundation day, our daily routines are back to normal...study again and again...we have lots of reviewing ceremony because we cannot lose our pace and focus in our studies most especially now that it's our finals...

And I'm looking forward to our sem break...I'm excited to see my highschool bestfriends or so I hope I could see them...I really want to!!Reni-neechan, Hiroshi-kun and Alexis-chan...I hope we will see each other again soon ^__^

~kyaa!! It's Ren-kun!! He's really cool while playing my favorite instrument!!!~Ave Maria~

Haggard-ness!!!

2008-09-16T21:00:00.004+08:00

We only have Three more days to go before the upcoming NSTP Team Building. That would be on Saturday, September 20. And we're really busy right now. We're practicing for the Jingle Competition, Human Pyramid Plus I got to be a contestant for the Essay writing and Team Test, I thik...wa!!!I got too many jobs to do!!!

Then after this week, we will be celebrating our University Week or what they call the "Foundation Day". And after that I need to start with my Daycare Assistanceship...Phew!! Just saying them makes me tired and making me sigh...o_O
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Change topic!!!

I just finished La Corda D'Oro. I really loved it. But then again the manga's not yet finished and I wasn't really satisfied in the anime's ending...

~kya!! And when I'm really enjoying the episodes...I really like Len-kun and Hihara-senpai!!! And even though he's a little Mr. in-Disguise, I also like Yunoki-senpai!!! and Shimizu-kun very good at playing the cello.

After watching it, I craved and became inspired again in learning the violin...oh how I wish I could study and play that instrument..^__^ Is it too late to study it now?

Addicted to Vampires!?

2008-08-23T22:08:00.007+08:00

currently I'm pretty busy with so much school stuff. We're making a music video. And it's difficult, darn it. I don't have much time posting and updating my blog, but I will still try to visit it more often...o_O

Lately i've been addicted to trinity blood. The manga of course. It's much better than the anime. I've already watched it too. I wasn't satisfied with the ending so I'll just wait for the manga that is still ongoing...and they look so much different in the anime compared to the manga...The drawing in the manga is much better...Seth in the anime look so much like a kid and even Tres looks different..."positive!"...ah! I can't wait for the next chapter! I wonder when will they release chapter 40...I want it now!!>.<

^the picture above is the title cover in the manga, chapter 17....

I will start collecting vampire-story manga...if you have something to recommend, please do so...that would be a great help...domo arigatou gozaimasu...^__^

Sadness and Sorrow

2008-07-18T18:04:00.004+08:00

I really don't understand what's happening...I feel sad about reni-neechan leaving the forum...I just feel so helpless...can't do much to help my nakama...and dont' know what to do...oh God please help me...

I hope this will not affect our friendship...If it will, then I'm leaving too...it can't be help

I'm not trying to become number one or be the best...that never came up to me...but if being number one means you have to be alone and leave your bestfriend behind, then it would be better for me not to have that place and I'll choose to stay behind in the last number with my bestfriend because I'm not the kind of person to just let go of the persons who are so special to me and I'm not the kind who leaves them in midair...I hate those kind of people...

mou...I'm starting to cry...I hate this feeling...why does it have to be like this?naze?!

Camping??

2008-07-12T17:49:00.003+08:00

well, what did we have for today?

I got smoked after cooking macaroni soup...and take note...we cooked using charcoal and wood. It was difficult to start the fire, but we still managed to produce one. I'm just wondering why we were asked to do this survival task, because in the first place our NSTP is Literacy Training Services and not community service. But anyway, I had a lot of fun and even my group members had a good time and enjoyed while we were cooking the soup...and I think this activity also helped us developed group skills and bonding at the same time...it challenged our leadership and cooperation...^__^

Cast Aways!

2008-06-21T15:46:00.002+08:00

Well...one week had already passed...I really felt that our section (1B) was abandoned by our professors....majority of them didn't show up...whereas I'm really expecting a lot from them. I just hope our dean will notice that. But over-all I'm still grateful because little by little I have adjusted to my new life in college. I just hope my other classmates are also used in their new routines...^__^ And I'm glad that I have already met new friends there...huhuhu...I missed Reni-chan...and Hiroshi-kun hasn't been texting me....anyways...I read in his blog that he's sick...well, oniichan I hope that you get better soon.Drink your medicine. And always take care of your self.

Yipee... (^_^)

2008-06-14T21:41:00.001+08:00

OMG... I'm one of the contributor of this blog... THx Miyuki... Sorry for the short post

Atarashii Tomodachi Ichiban

2008-06-13T22:50:00.005+08:00

well, for the first time in my life...I officially have a male bestfriend. Aside from my bestfriend, Reni-chan (of course, she's a girl), my new bestfriend...janjararan!!!! Hiroshi!!!
hehe...Hiroshi-kun is my HSM duet and partner...my sentiment tandem(as I call it)...
He's very kind and childish...and he's very talented too!!^__^ you'll get to know him more...just visit his blog and friendster...

My Next Journey Begins...

2008-06-07T15:43:00.005+08:00

9 days from now...I will be entering my first day at my new school as a freshie student. I'm taking up Bachelor in Elementary Education Major in SPED (Special Education) in Pamantasan ng Lungsod ng Muntinlupa. I know it will be alot harder from now. Of course many things will change too and I have to go through alot of adjustments, but I already prepared myself for that. One night I started taking out my notes and I started reviewing them...^__^ I think it will be much advantageous if I refresh my highschool lessons...

And of course I will be having to meet alot of new people...classmates...professors...and I have to deal good with them...or I'm dead! hehe...

As of today, I had gained again a precious jewel...hmmm....and I'm grateful for that...>__<

Yesterday, I killed about 20...I can't stand them. They really gotten on my nerves and I have no choice! what else can I do...Darn it! those FLIES!!!!!!T__T

ECA-buhayan....

2007-12-05T13:02:00.001+08:00

Well this week is very busy again and even next week...

Starting on Friday...

-> Practical Test in Music (fri)
-> CAT Competition and MTAP (sat)
-> Play in Southmall (sun)
-> Ford Road Safet, defence day (mon)
-> Booktelling Contest and Quiz Bee, scholastic (tues)
-> Investigative Report in Journalism
-> Improvement in my article about Mid-Year Examination

I need extra time!! at least 150 hours...huhu T__T

Celebrations!!!

2007-11-20T18:54:00.001+08:00

well its the start of the Christmas season again...it was really fast...

we have started decorating our rooms and sensing the near-celebration of Christmas...

one more thing, our ST back in our second year came back today...ha ha!! he will be teaching us again....

I think he's the most in demand ST today because my classmates keep on blurting out that they really wish he would come back and teach us...and now it came true!!!!

by the way, who on earth discovered logarithm!? I hate it!!! darn! is it really necessary to learn about it?

New Season!

2007-11-17T12:39:00.000+08:00

So here we are at the third season of my blog..."anaesthetic stiletto" hehe...I will leave to you what you think what it means...so basically the theme is offered to the light-haired bishounen...I really made this very quick just to change my layout...I will make a better one next time or SOON!!!haha!!

Double Assessment! Double Celebration!

2007-10-06T16:16:00.000+08:00

wow! halloween's approaching! I think we're gonna have a short vacation too or I'd say a 'break'....

but before that we're having double exams in the next two weeks...

well that's fine for me at least there will be a little celebration to the HM casts' birthdays!

I'm looking forward to it!

The guy in the picture is my partner in HM...Hiroshi-kun^___^

Too many ECAs

2007-09-08T15:13:00.000+08:00

Yup! this week was a very distressing one because of too much contests and ECA...and there's more to come...

Our Road Safety presentation and the other one that concerns in the problem of the society and we need to make proposals about it...

next we have singing contests for the youth month...I would really love to join with my hiskul musikal kast friends ^__^

And the other one is an excellence award from Cartoon Network, singing or dancing and even wildcard if othe people have other talents like poetry....

Lots of ECA but I do know one thing academics is much much more important that all of this but as long as I have a free schedule then why not join all these??

The CAT Competition

2007-08-31T15:47:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow...It's Saturday...We're on school tomorrow...Yeah...I hate to say but for us it's like an ordinary school day...There will be two reasons why I should be going to that darn school:

one, it's a regular class and I need to make up for the exam that I missed today in Math T__T

and two it's the CAT competition...the long awaited, always delayed and postponed event...at last after so many weeks of delay.

but still I'm looking forward to it...I just hope our section would get merits and promotions from the commander or from Sir A3...

Over-Stormed!

2007-08-19T15:21:00.000+08:00

I hate this!

It's been four days since the classes were suspended because of this typhoons! and it's so boring here and I miss my friends too.

We've missed a lot of time and I'm sure they will implement again regular classes on Saturdays...

I just hope the storms will stop from coming here...we've had enough...

Illuminating Existence

2007-08-13T16:32:00.000+08:00

Whenever I see your smile
illusion befall unto me
Making my heart beat in haste
Enlighting my secluded nature
And when I feel your presence
phantasm engulf my soul
yearning more for you
provoking the allegiance within me
Sympathy of the heart
disclosing inside our feelings
and conveying the truth
that you invoke the inner of my being
Your igniting subsistence
and your extraordinary temperament
Had illuminated my own existence

On the First day of assessment...

2007-08-10T15:50:00.001+08:00

Exams today are very easy...especially English and I'm so glad it didn't rain today...but the weather's still cool today and the sky outside is heavy, heavy enough to pour tons of rain, but it just smile to the students saying, go home kids before I pee...

I'm looking forward for tomorrow's exams

I hope it's gonna be as easy as today...

The 'now taboo zone'...!?

2007-08-02T03:11:00.000+08:00

Yesterday....

Our adviser smashed her wrath over our heads because of something our section did that greatly embarrass her.

It was a difficult situation because we were also scolded by another teacher before entering her subject.

Because of our 'sin' our 'tambayan after class' under the stairs, 'cupboard' as a call it is now forbidden to our section. We cannot stay there any longer. So whenever we have practices or group project, we will be no having a place to do any of those in that place T__T

But after the what happened yesterday, I still don't hate her for what she had done...and all she said to us was true.

I just hope nothing like that would ever happened again to us because I don't want to see my adviser angry again and I don't want her to be embarrass again. NO! ever again!

Miyu-chan...

2007-07-27T22:29:00.000+08:00

Er, Just to remind you, I put up a new blog, cause I'm planning to make a ro comic. Hehe. Inspired. <3

~Reni~

School Rants Again!!

2007-07-27T13:17:00.001+08:00

At last! another week ends, but the work is not yet done. We still have many things to accomplish. It's really exhausting...long test, role plays, reports, homeworks, experimentations, OMG!!! there's too many of them. I won't be enjoying the weekend, i think. My schedule this weekend is loaded too and then report on Monday, chapter tests on Tuesday...Ahhhh!!!!! my head is aching! and I don't know which one to do first.

Ok, so today's roleplays were superb. We've watched our classmates' *subarashii performance and it was worth it, although our group wasn't chosen for the best three T_T well that's fine with me. There's always next time.

I am here inside the ICT room of our school...typing this post...and enjoying the moment of relaxation with the air conditioner. I don't want to go home yet because it's really hot outside.

Well...

2007-07-27T10:14:00.000+08:00

See, told you she was the reason why our -bitchy friend- got bitchy. Lol. Whatever. I dun talk to her that much, since I still hate her after what happened.

And I heard that she likes my friend (a boy who looked like HP, remember?) and somehow, that guy said he doesn't like her.

Well, I think he is right about his decisions, because we noticed that she really likes the guy. Ew. Laaaame.

And so, it's a Success!

2007-07-25T17:29:00.000+08:00

Well, as you can see I've changed again my blog's layout. This time I finished it all alone. I felt fulfilled although my layout is not that good yet, but at least I know how to do it now. I still wanna give my appreciation to my brother, who taught me how to make my own layout, domo! at least now I can change and make new layouts without disturbing him^_^.My main characters are kenshin and kaouru. I just miss this anime so I thought of making them my blog theme and they're just so adorable! plus a little tickle of ouran host club characters! I love this anime too! I want to recommend this anime to those who haven't watched it yet. Try to watch it one time and you'll love it too! Adieu!

Play! Play! Play!

2007-07-19T03:30:00.000+08:00

This coming thursday and friday our class will be having a role playing game. yup! a PLAY! our group is going to perform a story about ants. Yesterday we have already practiced our scripts. I'm the queen ant! hehe >_<. Well I'm really looking forward to it...

I wish there would be something like this in our English class, soon...

Meanwhile....

I really wanna watch Harry Potter 5! I haven't watched it yet! Reni-chan said it was splendid specially the fight scenes!

This is the movie that I never forget to watch everytime it is being release. I hope there would be at least a hundred peso falling from the sky T_T *glance at the sky* oh great!

Students' Onuses

2007-07-17T04:16:00.001+08:00

*this poem is dedicated to all hardworking students like YOU!*

Diligent students racing with homeworks

clashing toil and tasks protruding like corks

Reaching for honors without any doubt

working through sleepless nights and felt stressed out

Some says school is amusing, full of trends

some concerns are attaining ardent friends

Actively joining school competitions

leading the school on the top 'Pro' sections

III

We follow school rules and regulations

doing and keeping our obligations

Bearing in mind that it is our duty

to maintain the school's natural beauty

Classrooms, corridors unkempt and obscure

but packed with students polite and demure

gaining respect and keen interaction

to fellow students, teachers in addition

Hell Week!

2007-07-07T19:10:00.000+08:00

SHANNARO!!!

Phew!! at last it's the weekend! I thought I'm not going to survive this week of a hell! I'm very stressed out...but despite of this I felt that I've accomplished everything for this week's school task (except for the report in journalism which was assined to me to gather one for this week). I've got too much problem on my head today..., but I don't want to enumerate all of them. I missed my bestfriend too!!! I've got to talk to her rarely T_T I just wish we had the same schedule. But our darn school might think on getting back the old system soon. I want it sooner! was it really necessary to change and form the new routines in our school. Are we just being experimented? because I've heard it was just in our school and another one near ours. *yawn* I think I need alot of sleep...

The World of Spectral Enchantment

2007-06-27T16:46:00.000+08:00

*I composed this poem especially for this blog ^__^ I hope you will like it also!*

I
I had entered an obscure little world

only few knows it, only few were told

Spectral and magical, bewitching one

eerie and peculiar, but also fun

As I journey discovering magic

meeting obstacles learning its logic

I was enchanted, glad at the same time

because I learned nice things and make poems rhyme

III

In this world, I have met reality

knew the existence of my entity

the neccessity of myself to them

have never been diminish or condemn

Inside the world of spectral enchantment

I learned life's anguish and entertainment

uncovering secrets behind the spells

pertaining my soul within me that dwells

(062407, 11:50 pm)

My Blog is Done!

2007-06-23T17:51:00.000+08:00

Finally I've finished fixing my blog with the help of my dearest brother...thanks to him I was able to create my first blog! Making the template is very difficult and editing it in dreamweaver was pretty hard...maybe because I'm a novice. I hope I will learn more and enough so that next time I can do the fixing and editing myself without bothering my brother or someone else. Well, I'm just glad it was finished. I really wanna thank Itachi-niisan for the help ^__^. Also, to my bestfriend Reni for making me an author of your blog...your blog is nice! I like it...especially the image of L! O__O. I guess from now on, since I already started this blog, I have to maintain and visit it always...well, that's fine with me. And since I really need to learn a lot in html and adobe, this blog will become one of my responsibilities.

Too...Exhausting...Very...Stressing...

2007-06-21T17:51:00.000+08:00

it's almost a month since the classes started. I'm beginning to have sleepless nights again like I was last year. Our teachers keep on giving homeworks, individual activities, group outputs, news reporting at the same time!! we're not robots, you know! but I am aware that all of this is part of a student life. What should I do now is to rest...yes to rest...*yawn* I'm kinda sleepy.School tasks sure are exhausting and stressing. I'm always lacking time, even my spare time weren't enough for me to have a rest or a nap. At least there's still weekends. Tomorrow we are going to have long exams in math and economics...need to review my notes T_T. I missed my bestfriend. It's rare for us to talk at school cause we have different schedules. Our only time is when we're at home talking on the phone, but she doesn't call me always. Guess she's as busy as me. Well, life goes on...I know we can get through to all this struggle...(remove from me! this deception, that I called love, that I called love!)

Grabbing Opportunities

2007-06-13T22:15:00.000+08:00

This week was a very busy week...submitting requirements, accomplishing homework and running around the campus doing extra activities. But the best part of this hard work is that I got to have lots of new opportunities in my left hand while the right hand is doing the academics part. I entered the Interact Club in our school and elected as the Treasurer. I hope I can gain alot of new experiences in the club this year and it's my first time in the club. I also joined the ICT Club and I was assigned to be the Vice-president of the said club. I know its gonna be difficult with these positions, but I believe in my self-confidence. I know I can give equal time in these clubs. But sometimes there are thoughts hanging in my mind saying, "what if I don't exceed in the expectations of those who believe in me?". Those kind of things, but as much as possible I try to think positive towards it. Then today (Wednesday) I was recommended by my English teacher to join the journalism class which is responsible for publishing our school paper, the Express View". I was very grateful for I think it's the first time that someone recommended me in a special class because only few were chosen to take this subject. With all this opportunities that came into my way, I'm very much pleased and grateful. It's all a blessing to me. i know my priorities anyway...it's always academics O_O

Homework Hurricane

2007-06-10T16:15:00.000+08:00

It's the first week of classes and we were piled-up with so much homeworks...I already expected this, but I didn't expect that it would be this early. Right now, I'm doing my homework in Econoomics and in Enlish. It's not that easy. The homework is all about definitions...definitions...and it's hard to look over the net. But I will still do it! because it's part of being a student. Wish me luck and strenght. ^__^